maybe / world

you are very lucky / as you travel think of us occasionally / cause you're here some / then you're not some -- "golden cities"

guiltiest of pleasures... i am wallowing with lisa germano tonight. maybe not wallowing, maybe introspectiv-ing, in the most honest and almost cruel way. for the uninitiated, lisa is a very specific taste - and much of her music sounds the same, variations on a theme - emphasizing the cruciality of each songs lyrics.

if you ever want to / change before you die / change the way you're losing / change the way you hide / carry down the reasons / carry down the why / it's such a heavy load / for such a lying mind / you know just what you're doing / you've known it all along / you drag your living feelings / where they don't belong -- "moon in hell"

vague enough so each song relates to you specifically... perhaps just the most self-destructive and self-critical parts of you. those parts ultimately know that "happiness is like tv -- on or off, it's up to me." and so much of it truly is a conscious decision.

it's the memory / of the onset / of a lifetime full of wonder / and the constant falling under ... what did you do to be like this / and what do you do / when you feel it and you don't go / pretend that you don't know -- "the day"